i fall hard and feel deeply.

sometimes, i wish i didn’t. sometimes i wish i was devoid of emotions and just impulsive, cognitive, behavior-oriented. just because i’ve been this place before, doesn’t mean it doesn’t hurt any less this time. and i feel like i should know what to do, and how to handle this, but i’m left in a loss… unsure of what to do. all i really want to do is run away and hide, leave my existence behind, and create a new life.

a new me.



more to come…